Kicking through the leaves and not knowing 1983 to 1987

It is as a mystery 

that I should love you

with a love I cannot give

For the love that I have is 

For another, I cannot

give you the love that I want.

But if I show you love it is not 

that I love you

For I cannot love you

And yet it is possible 

that I can show my love for you 

to you

But it is not what I would want.