I need a plan 

A reason to be

A life to fight for

A desire within that will move me 

That will take all that I believe 

And all that I live for and make me 

Become the person I want to be

I need to stop 

To rearrange

And then, and only then to start again.

But life does not allow you to forget the past, 

To begin with a clear conscience and

a new mind

You are what you have been and to 

change takes the rest of your life.

There is no way out of your past, or your 

present, and even the future is

history to me.