Christmas Kiss

Kicking through the leaves and not knowing 1983 to 1987

As I sit and gaze into the firelight,

 I think of you and you love for me, 

I sit here, I think of you and

I love you.

The way you asked me for just one kiss, 

The way you held me

And I held hold of you, 

And we kissed

And we kissed 

And we kissed.


And now I wonder

What did it really mean?

Do you love me

Or was it just a game?

Do you want me to love you?

Do you want me to care?


I want to love you

I have to love you

I want to hate you

I have to hate you

I have to want you

I want to have you

I love to hate you

I hate to love you.